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Breaking bubbles

What happens when everything is going wrong and you can't breathe anymore? You turn anaerobic. That's the point you don't have to deal with the world anymore. And all you need is more time. But they decide that you don't deserve it. Sadder is when you realize that there is nowhere to run to. Cuz' the present will follow you everywhere. Chasing denials and looking for safe corners, destruction of yourself is the only pleasure you know and it is your true goal. And of course, they will judge you and ask about your liabilities. Tell them that you are responsible for only yourself and your liabilities can go to the wherever hell hole they brought you from. I am staying here and I'm going to stay until I get everything I am reaching for and beyond.
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What lies on your dark side he asked

What lies on your dark side he asked. I replied, I don't have a control over my heart. Weaving dreams and reaching for things It is my enemy, tearing my sanity apart. Is there anything that cherishes you? He was curious It is my madness that levitates me, I said confidently Paying the rent to the body but living from the soul is the key But the wandering heart never listens, always a spoiled kid, I reply.
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Sometimes the reality chokes you. What's real and what's natural takes the life out of you. And that is when you realize that how wrong and of wrong being is that you are that the nature hates you. All my actions that I have done, are done by my intuition and best character. There were many character flaws, some small and some big. But was there a balance in me? I want to say yes but I know that I can not be forgiven on the basis that there was a balance. Now the past, the present and the future, all three choke me into endless pit of darkness. The feeling of darkness is the sluggish energy sucking feeling in the stomach. The brain is dull, it is sad, it feels no emotions but corrupt and of self destruction. There is absolutely no hint of joy or excitement. It just is dark and empty. And it feels like I'm on the middle of an infinite blank wall, colors and life of what are left being drained continuously. Yet, I am strong. I can withstand this. I can get back of this. I ...
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facing demons

every soul's pain is unique to the other and we do not wish to sob when they smother fearing we shall never overcome if we do so further do not want to let our self to know how weak we are and that hopelessnesses shadow but allow me to beg for an excuse to realize an another's agony when his pain is his own tonight i can wail my heart off till dawn
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forget and reminding

"time unslowable, metals my steps doors wide open but bars in front of my face wonders, so many, they dance around with my grace that rotated eight where i'm your man with a heart of flame"
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Eternity Part III

Eternity Part III is in the making
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Eternity Part II: IT BEGINS AT THE END

Part II: IT BEGINS AT THE END “I am a ‘Nigma. I’ve made my decision so don’t worry you don’t have to live in fear now.” “I don’t understand…” “You wish you could. (His true form comes out of the body. The blue body with long ears, and so many shiny yellow symbols carved all over his head, body and wings. An incredibly structured body and efficient movement of limbs for perfect gesture and balance. In a divine voice and tone he speaks.) I was sent to examine the performance of humans and sadly you have FAILED. Many other species the Braianata from Sombrero galaxy, the Moonelves from Andromeda, the Arcamans from Hoag, and many thousands have succeeded. Their evolution and intelligence are supreme. You humans have proven to be useless in the universe. These winners will be looked after by us, the creators of life. A meteor of ‘Nigmas will fall down to their planets and their planet will be taken to our home which is far away from any galaxy you’ve known. They ...
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