Breaking bubbles
What happens when everything is going wrong and you can't breathe anymore? You turn anaerobic. That's the point you don't have to deal with the world anymore. And all you need is more time. But they decide that you don't deserve it. Sadder is when you realize that there is nowhere to run to. Cuz' the present will follow you everywhere. Chasing denials and looking for safe corners, destruction of yourself is the only pleasure you know and it is your true goal. And of course, they will judge you and ask about your liabilities. Tell them that you are responsible for only yourself and your liabilities can go to the wherever hell hole they brought you from. I am staying here and I'm going to stay until I get everything I am reaching for and beyond.